
I'm sorry. I'm trying. And things seem to be getting better. =) I just hope you will find me no matter how lost I am.
10:00 PM
You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
I reach out for the sweet dream
But somehow the darkness wakes me up
Well, I felt this emptiness before
But all the times that I've been broken
I still run right back for more
I wonder out of all these times I turned around and ran, how many times was it towards God?
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It's turns out, I didn't learn a thing
10:53 PM

Hahaha.. Sorry to all Twilight fans! Watched New Moon with Jessie.=) It was not bad, but I think Bella is a bit dumb. I would choose Jacob over Edward any day. =p Edward looks the Avatar creature! The show would be so much better without him. Haha..
8:02 PM

I really should stop playing the guitar since my hand is sort of injured from yesterday's dance. Oh well, my fingers have a disobedient streak and I should probably leave them alone until they grow out of their rebellious period.
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Gosh! I sound like a mum!
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It's December tomorrow! And I have:
-to study!
-do holiday homework =X
-Countdown camp meetings
-Publicity for the camp
-Physics and math tuition=X
-going HongKong with my relatives (YAY Disneyland!Haha..Sorry, this girl has a deprived childhood) =p
-Carolling sessions
-Church camp (PAINTBALL!)
-Countdown camp (fireworks PLEASE!)
-Christmas Buffet! XD
-Christmas dance (would anyone like to watch me embarrass myself?)
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Buzy, Busy, Busy!
5:46 PM

I would rather not say anything and not be heard,
then to speak up be shot down.
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God, you know I love you. But sometimes I wish my fellow brothers and sisters will not put me down so much.
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And God, please give me more time. I have no idea how to cope with so many commitments. And it's all for you, please help me to remember that. I really hope that I will lose the joy in serving.
10:13 PM

I know what I
should do, but a tiny part of me tells myself maybe a miracle will happen.
Maybe you were too late?
Maybe it's just that my heart still belonged to another.
9:30 PM