RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS IS SO FRUS.TRA.TING. I REALLY WISH I CAN EXPRESS MY FEELINGS TO YOU NOW SO I WOULD KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. BUT IT MAY JUST BE HORMONES TALKING SINCE MY PERIOD IS HERE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND. THEN I GET MAD AT MYSELF FOR MISSING YOU SO MUCH BECAUSE I SHOULDN'T BE SO STUPID.
AND YES, TRUSTING SOMEONE NOT TO HURT YOU IS AN IDIOTIC THING TO DO. YET I TRUST ANYWAY.
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